That Alien.
Shut Up & Listen.
Me want taggies(:
LA. LA. LA.
Those speakers ain't gonna rust.
The Significants.
That many many things.
BIRTHDAY BASHES;
Alas 0303
Grace 1804
Jolene 1901
Middo 0205
Shazlin 0505
Trina 1910
WANTS;
♥ Being killed as the cause of death
♥ Live in London and kidnap Shaz along
♥ Whatever it is, Just get out of Singapore(:
LOVES;
To say "I don't care."
Being emo.
Alas 0303
Grace 1804
Jolene 1901
Middo 0205
Shazlin 0505
Trina 1910
WANTS;
♥ Being killed as the cause of death
♥ Live in London and kidnap Shaz along
♥ Whatever it is, Just get out of Singapore(:
LOVES;
To say "I don't care."
Being emo.
Its Called Bitch Talk.
BLAH, BLAH. BLAH.
Connections
A widespread disease.
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Thursday, April 14, 2011
Title: everyday's movie
Time: 9:17 PM
Time: 9:17 PM
I watched, as he looked at her from across the room. Smiling as soon as their eyes meet each other's gaze.
Why, tell me why must i see this scene everyday? Don't tell me that you only treat her as a friend because darling, if that's the case what was i to you? If you are afraid that I'll fall in love with a guy just because they are doing the same this like you did when i fell in love with you, let me tell you this. I'll only have one you in my life. Do you even know how hard it is to ignore the pain everyday?To keep everything to myself. You tell me all the time how much i hurt you, but do u think about me how im really feeling way deep inside? Everytime tears forms up in my eyes I'll try my very best not to let it fall. Because i don't want you to see me crying anymore. I don't want to show the soft, weak, vulnerable side of me. It's cuz i don't want you to give in just because im crying. Do you love me for what i am, or do you love me for something else? Why can't the eyes of yours look at just one person in a loving way? Why must you look at other people as if you are going to die if you ever loose them
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Why, tell me why must i see this scene everyday? Don't tell me that you only treat her as a friend because darling, if that's the case what was i to you? If you are afraid that I'll fall in love with a guy just because they are doing the same this like you did when i fell in love with you, let me tell you this. I'll only have one you in my life. Do you even know how hard it is to ignore the pain everyday?To keep everything to myself. You tell me all the time how much i hurt you, but do u think about me how im really feeling way deep inside? Everytime tears forms up in my eyes I'll try my very best not to let it fall. Because i don't want you to see me crying anymore. I don't want to show the soft, weak, vulnerable side of me. It's cuz i don't want you to give in just because im crying. Do you love me for what i am, or do you love me for something else? Why can't the eyes of yours look at just one person in a loving way? Why must you look at other people as if you are going to die if you ever loose them
Title:
Time: 4:57 AM
Time: 4:57 AM
Laugh your heart out, dance in the rain cherish the moment, ignore the pain. Live,laugh, love, forgive and forget. Life is too short to be living with regrets.
But all of this...they are very hard to do. Why do sadness overcome happiness so easily. One moment im full of life the next thing im in the verge of tears.
I guess nobody understands, even if they do, they do not care.
Its sad when i think how other people help each other a lot, but when it comes to me they show no interest in lending ears to listen to me and shoulders in case i ever cry.
its difficult for me to somehow share how i feel to some people because im scared to be judge, scared to be talk badly about. aren't i calling the kettle black?
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But all of this...they are very hard to do. Why do sadness overcome happiness so easily. One moment im full of life the next thing im in the verge of tears.
I guess nobody understands, even if they do, they do not care.
Its sad when i think how other people help each other a lot, but when it comes to me they show no interest in lending ears to listen to me and shoulders in case i ever cry.
its difficult for me to somehow share how i feel to some people because im scared to be judge, scared to be talk badly about. aren't i calling the kettle black?
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Title: Why?!
Time: 6:10 AM
Time: 6:10 AM
everything was my fault and it's funny how it hurts me a lot right now, cuz I tot that I was prepared but in the end I wasn't..I knew this was going to happen but how come I don't want it to happen now.... I don't want this to happen..
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Title: Cuz everything is over
Time: 5:53 AM
Time: 5:53 AM
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Title: cry
Time: 10:16 PM
Time: 10:16 PM
lies!!!! freaking lies!!! I don't know what to believe!! I just wanna cry...how I wish my tears have the same value as diamonds..so I'll only cry to those people who are worth crying for and not waste those precious tears!! my younger sis asked me..hey y r ur eyes like that..issit bcuz u sleep or did u cried...I didn't know a 5yrs old girl can notice the change in my eyes...at least she cares when I cry n wen I'm hurt...she will really try to cheer me up...
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Thursday, October 7, 2010
Title:
Time: 6:56 AM
Time: 6:56 AM
Why should this problem come now..don't they know my family have a lot of problems already..my mom is to stress already but my dad is so carefree..come on! He wants my mom to suffer more huh? If in gonna get married I don't want my husband to b elike my dad.. It's like he doesn't even care about my mom.. it's hurts me to see my mom's eyes after she cried..I'm a huge burden..n nw here I am..nt studying always asking for money n nt helping at home..I have to change..hah! I'm saying this again, but wen will I really change?
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Saturday, October 2, 2010
Title:
Time: 9:31 AM
Time: 9:31 AM
Please someone listen to my prayer..I pray that tonight will be my last night..I don't want to see the sun anymore..I wanna sleep peacfully for a long time..forever..I don't want to wake up and face too much problem..I don't wanna kill myself by force I wanna die in peace..I want my soul to rest so please grant my prayer..for once listen to me..all I did was to love..I didn't know tt I can hurt so much..I cause too much tears to someone..I made mostly everyone hates me..I'm undergoing too much stress so pls help me end this..give me the most wonderful night that I'm going to experience since i was born.Thank you and goodnight.
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