Facking that I'm happy is so damn easy. I've done it since young. So not every laugh means I'm happy not every smile means I'm glad. You won't know my true feelings even if you ask me cuz I'm also good at lying. I guess I'm not the only person who have this kind of personality.
Sometimes isn't it better if two person have different attitude. At first they might not understand each other, but as time goes by they will get to know each other better. If two person have the same attitude it wouldn't be fun. There is nothing to know about this other person cuz you know him or her already. The point is it doesn't matter if two people are completely different. What matters are how this two people get along well and how they feel about each other
Today I'm actually disappointed. I have no right to be angry. I wanted to cry but I realised I cry too much already. I want to forget about today and tmr but it's useless. It won't change the way I feel today, how my heart ached.
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